Friday, June 24, 2005

Finally Friday

Well, it's Friday. Yes! Payday! AND, I actually did lots of work 2day. Stuffed envelopes, stamped um, sealed um, addressed em.. .ya. .. lots. Then, I got 2 work on bills. .. woo. . . .I guess it's good practice 4 the future tho. lol. Well anyways, so I get 2 go 2 my mom's 2day, and I'm sooooooooooo excited. We're just gonna veg and chill ALL weekend! I'm sooooooooooo excited about it. I think when we get home 2day, we just gonna watch a movie and relax.. . .ah. .. . But 2morrow we r goin shoppin 4 "camp." Travel size EVERYTHING, some sunscreen, and a camera. It'll b good times. Anyways, man! I've had a pretty ruff week! Everyday this week (cept 2day-altho maybe 2day also) I've felt like cryin hur @ work. My uncle don't like me workin hur. He's stubborn and hard-headed, so it makes it difficult. But o well. Anyways, the closer "camp" gets, the more excited I become. We gonna have fun. Most of my church friends r goin, so I KNOW we gonna have a blast! lol. . .fun times .. .similar 2 last year. .. .can't wait. Anyways, NOBODY is hur in the office, cept me and Granny. My boss has friends that she's visitin w/, my uncle is goin 2 tha coast, and my cuz just left early 2 serve a paper. So, Granny WOULD b @ the house, but she gotta wait 4 my dad 2 pick me up. So it's kinda quiet. But I still gots 15 friggin min. ugh! My dad is prompt. .always. . .never late. So ya. Well, I don't gots much 2 say, I was just tryin 2 pass the time, so I guess that all. I think I gonna get a xanga, stead of this, so ya. .. I'll let u know if that happens. ttyl. Have a wonderful weekend! ~Ally~

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Ouch!

Welll . .. . I gots good news and bad news. Good news is. . .I don't gots 2 tell Bryan I like him anymore. Bad news is.. .. .it's cuz he's got a g/f. I can't help but wonder if there is somethin wrong w/ me. I will always get a crush on a guy, think he likes me, and then find out he's got a g/f. Never fails. I think I'm doomed 2 b single 4ever. I hate 2 throw a pity party and all, but I honestly think I'll b 1 of those ppl who just settles 4 marryin someone they kinda like @ the age of 40 b/c nobody else is gonna come along. Sad, but I feel that way. I'm sick and tired of always liking guys that I THINK like me, but it turns out they don't. Usually, I can tell my friends when guys like them, and I'm right. But 4 my own fate, nope. . .always wrong. I feel like the only guy who likes me is Jerry, and I don't like him that way. I have 2 wonder if Jerry knew he had a g/f, and that's why he didn't tell me ANYTHING when he was supposed 2 have asked Bryan what he thot about me. He prolly thinks I'm a dumb, immature, weird, unworthy idiot. He's prolly rite 2. .. .but o, well. Anyways, I DID get 2 c Magen yesterday tho and she IS going 2 camp, so that makes me happy. I was sooooooooooo happy and hyper last nite till I saw Bryan w/ that chik. Then, I just lost all of it. I was sad and didn't really feel like talkin 2 ANYBODY. It was hard 2 smile. When I saw him after that, it made me feel sick. Anyways, enough about him. I NEED camp now! I need 2 just get away w/ my friends & have an amazing time. Magen's family situation is looking up, so that's good. I still encourage u 2 keep on prayin if u r tho. Well, I guess more some time. Bye. ~Ally~

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Church and Friends

Since it's a Wed.. . .I doubt if I'll get 2 post later. Church is 2nite. Yay! I sooooooooooo excited! Magen is gonna b thur! yay! I ain't seen her in 4EVER! So ya, that's what I'm REALLY lookin fwd. 2. Sure, the lesson is prolly gonna b really good, and the band is always rockin. .. but I Magen is 1 of my best friends, and having not seen her in a while, I'm excited. I'm also excited about camp in 12 days cuz that means I'll get 2 c 1 of my other best friends, Tara. She don't live hur no mo, she lives in MO. So ya, it'll b AWESOME seein her again. Well, the phone has been ringin lots 2day, but I ain't got much else 2 work on. Kwen and I had a bit of a Chuzzle battle goin on, but we both got tired of it and quit. lol .. I know "never quit," blah, blah.. . .lol. Well, I guess that's all I gots 2 say 4 2day. I started out w/ a ruff mornin, but the afternoon is lookin brighter. More 2morrow or later. Lots o luv! ~Ally~

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Hey there

Hey there. I'm just sittin in tha office doin nothin. My boss (well, the main 1 anyways) is still out, so I don't gots nothin 2 do. However, I did do a bit of database stuff this morning, so that was cool. Man! Got the burps! Dumb Dr. Pepper! lol. I ain't even really a fan of D.P., but it's all they gots and they all LOVE it. I think it's a Waco thing. O well. Then again, maybe I'm biased cuz my dad works @ Coke. idk.. . .w/e. .So ya, I don't know if I'll b able 2 post 2nite, so I decided to post now. My bro prolly went 2 my grandparents 2day, so we'll prolly pick him up, then who knows after that. If my aunt & uncle r there, then we'll visit for a while, but if not, we prolly won't. idk. Anyways, don't gots much 2 say. Hope all is having a wonderful summer. .. although I'm pretty sure nobody reads this anyways .. .although I still have this weird feeling that Bryan or 1 of his friends reads my blog. Freaky! lol. Well, that all 4 now. laterz! ~Ally~ P.S. Camp is 2 weeks from yesterday! 13 days! I counting! lol.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Blah-It's ONLY Monday!

Well, I can't type long 2day.. ..my dad is goin 2 bed soon. He gets up early 4 work, so I don't blame him. Well, 2day was another day @ work. Same ppl, same place, same attitudes. There were only 2 "family discussions" (they don't call them arguments) 2day. So I suppose that was good. Then, we went out 2 c my aunt & uncle & cuzins @ my grandparent's house, but they weren't there. So we just ate w/ my grandparents and visited w/ them a bit. On the way out there tho, ya, we saw Bryan drivin. Don't know where. . .but we saw him. So ya, that was special. lol.. .jk. .. Anyways, I got 2 drive home and THAT was special. I LOVE driving! It gives me a sense of freedom! Cept when there's lots of traffic. . .don't like that. .. lol. .. Well, things are beginning 2 clear up 4 Magen and her family, but if u are/were praying 4 them, pleez continue cuz I think it's workin. Anyways, I can't wait til Wed. nite! LOOOOOVE church! And I REEEEEEEEALLLLLLLLLLLLLY hope Magen is there. I miss her bunches. I gonna call her here in a few min. Anywho. .. I guess that's all 4 now. O, btw. Idk if I posted yesterday. Ok, I didn't. Well, Bryan was sittin by himself yesterday in church, and I WAS gonna ask him 2 come sit w/ me and Jerry (yes, Jerry sat next 2 me-again), but the service had already started, & I didn't wanna cause a disruption. The lesson was good tho. O, and Tyler was there! Shocking! I haven't seen him there (on a Sunday) in a loooooooooooooong time. So that was an interesting/nice suprise. Well, I best be going. Lata! Much love! Ally. . .. . .. .. out! ~Ally~

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Dull Day

Wow! My day was pretty boring. I went 2 my grandparent's house where I did nothing but sleep, lie around, and watched 2 t.v. shows. And the news. It was quite boring. But, @ least I got 2 spend time w/ my grandparents. Apparetly 2morrow we r gonna ty 2 go 2 lunch w/ them, and if not, we'll go out there in the afternoon anyways. (U no. .. 4 Father's day.) But, we gots 2 go 2 church in the mornin! :)! I love church. I REALLY hope Magen is there. I haven't seen her in a while. I feel like I should call her, but I don't know how late is 2 late. I just hope she's otay! I wuv her like a sister! Anyways, on a happier note, only about 2 weeks til camp! yay! It's gonna b soooooooooooooo fun! Idk if Tara is gonna get 2 go tho. I hope she can! THAT would just b AMAZING! I hope Magen can still go 2! We'll c. .. . but I'll just keep prayin about it and that everything is ok. I cried 4 her the other day. .. it's sad. Again, I say, even if u DON'T know her, pleez pray 4 her! Anyways, I guess 2morrow I may get 2 c Bryan. .. big wow. . .it's so bad I annoy MYSELF talkin about him and thinkin about him. .. lol. ..but I still like him. I know, weird right? O well. O, I saw my aunt and 1 of my cuzins 2day. Another cuz and my uncle were @ the Cabellas in Ft.Worth, so I didn't get 2 c them. My 3 other cuzins r all workin, so they didn't get 2 come. But o well. O, I forgot 2 ask Jerry about the Bryan thing on Wed. nite.. . .I guess I should try 2 do that 2morrow if he's off work and @ church. I feel bad doin it tho, cuz he TOLD me he still had feelings 4 me, so it's kinda like I'm rubbin it in his face that I like Bryan.. . .but he knows I wouldn't date him. Ugh! It's tuff bein so Hot! lol......jk. .. .sorta. . .lol .. .Anyways, I LOVE gettin comments and feedback, so leave me a comment pleez. I greatly appreciate any and all input. Much love! Laterz! ~Ally~

Woohoo! Payday was yesterday! yay! However, I had 2 deposit some money, take some out 4 camp, take some out 4 tithe, and I spent some @ Wal-mart yesterday on stuff I NEEDED! So ya, . .. I gots $10 left! Wooo! lol.. .. I think I mite go 2 the movies w/ my friend 2morrow, so that'll get rid of that. .. lol. .. .Well, it's really early 2 b postin on the weekend I know. But, my parents r in Dallas, and my cuzins r in town from Colorado, so guess what. .. .ya . ..we get 2 go 2 my grandparet's house. No offense, I love them & all, but they're kinda "square." It gets pretty boring out there. But .. . .they live kinda close 2 Bryan. . .maybe. .. . .. lol.. . .jk. .. So ya, they're gettin us @ 10am!...ya My parents won't b home til 7 or 8. . .so we're spending ALL DAY over there. . .NOT excited about it! But, o well. .. @ least I'll get 2 c my cuzins 4 a lil bit. .. .until they go 2 the wedding we're not invited 2. .. .I guess it's like my parent's said. .. I can take a nap over there. .. .lol. . .cuz that's all thier is 2 do. .. .lol .. . .Ah, listen 2 me complaining. .. so stupid. .. .sorry. .. Anyways, so 2morrow is church! I REALLLY hope Magen is there! I so desperately wanna give her a hug! She needs 1. . .. .but I know as soon as I hug here I'll cry . ..and she mite also. . .but @ least we'd b cryin 2gether. Ya, I'll get 2 c Bryan 2, but Magen is my main focus. I hope she can get a ride! God pleez bless that mighty child of yours. Anyways, I gonna start gettin all emotional now, so I guess I'll just stop. Well, I gots nothin else 2 really say. ..and I gots 2 get ready 2 go. So, I guess I'll write more 2morrow or whenever. L8r! ~Ally~ PS: I totally rock! (Just thot I would add that lil bit.)

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Wednesday Nite Happiness

Ah! Last nite was so cool and refreshing! lol. The presence was strong.. . and much 2 my suprise Bryan was playin the drums. . and walkin. .. W/OUT crutches. It was sooooooooo cool! Although, we were right by the speaker, so it was QUITE loud. . and I don't think I sit that close 2 the speaker EVER again. . .but it was cool. The band was rockin, as always, and the worship was amazing. O, and Bryan sat behind me. ..diagonally. . .so I could see his Survivor shirt (he won last year,btw), but not his face. Then he started actin like crazy ol' Bryan. Startin a clap and makin funny sounds, and just being. . well. .. himself. I gotta admit, it was funny, and I enjoyed it. Then he went outside and my dad started talkin 2 him. Course I was over there (but I was talkin 2 Hill) and we gave each other glances and it was super exciting! He can play guitar, piano, AND drums! Amazing! No big suprise tho, his dad is into guitars and keyboards, so it don't suprise me. lol. . sorry. . memories of last nite. . .lol. .good times. Anyways, so I'm devastated about Magen. She's going thru a lot right now, so even if u DON'T know her, pleez pray 4 her. .. she needs it. I know I will be. Anyways, that's all that happened last night. I gots 2 get back 2 workin now. So long. ~Ally~ (I just said so long. .. . .) :) lol. L8r.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Workin chik

lol. . .that's my banner on my phone. lol. It USED 2 b coaster babe, but I haven't been on a coaster in a while, so I decided to change it. I'm here, @ my work. I've answered the phone, made database entries, checked my e-mail, read my book, checked the mail. .. .ya. .. .I know. . I'm good. lol. jk. But anyways, omg! Yesterday was a busy/bad day! It was more busy 4 my co-workers than for myself, but there were a lot of phone calls and the place was like a zoo! I don't think my step-uncle likes me very much. I couldn't find the number he wanted yesterday. First, I looked in the TEMPLE phone book, duh. .. stupid me. . .Then, I couldn't find the business section of the Waco 1.. . .I FINALLY found it tho. Luckily. He's been gone most of the day 2day (yes!), but I'm pretty sure he don't think I do anything but answer the phone and play games. Which, pretty much, that's how it worked, cuz my boss didn't tell me 2 do nothin else. But 2day I did that database entry stuff, so I feel special. Now it's just me and my 5 year old cuz. So ya. . .woo. .. .lol. .. I'm soooooooooo excited about church 2nite! After Jerry talked 2 Bryan on Sunday (@ least I think he did), Bryan was all smiley and stuff around me. .. .so. .. who knows. .. maybe he'll make a move. . (sorta-poor Bryan's got a broken leg :( so who knows). .. THAT would just make my week! lol. So I'm lookin forward 2 that.. .and seein all my cool friends (Manda, Kendra, Magen, Megan, etc. .) Well, I guess that's all 4 now. Hope everyone is havin an AMAZING summer. Mine's alright. I still ain't got used 2 gettin up early. . .but I'm workin on it. lol. Lots of love 2 all! Peace out! ~Ally~

Monday, June 13, 2005

Hey again

Hello! I'm @ work now.... . .shredding papers and things (fun stuff), but right now I'm lettin the shredder cool down. .. so ya. I don't really know what 2 say. This Bryan thing has got me excited. I sure hope he likes me 2. But, idk. I guess I'll find out Wed. nite or later. Hopefully Jerry will b off then (wed. nite) so he can let me know the verdict. Maybe I should have gotten Manda 2 do it. .. .idk. .. it's not like i ASKED Jerry 2 do it, he just offered 2. . and I said w/e. This is awkward. . .havin a job and not knowin what 2 do. And the fact that Jerry still likes me (so he told me-although apparently I said he made a better g/f than a b/f. ..... ) and he talked 2 the guy he KNOWS I like about me.....that's a bit awkward 2. .. I thot he had a g/f tho .. .. idk. .. Anyways, k, so Manda had a fantastic idea. Apparently she's having a party some time.. .theme. . .. .80's! Isn't that awesome. We'd b watchin The Breakfast Club and Sixteen Candles and all those good classics. I LOVE The Breakfast Club! It's soooooooooooooooo good! Anyways, I guess I don't gots much else 2 say. I've just been rambling. Have a terrific summer everyone! Lots of love! Ally. . .. . .. out! ~Ally~

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Wow! Sorry, I haven't posted in a while. Ok. . .he's the d.l.. . .lol.. I've decided 2 tell Bryan how I feel on July 4th. After we get to Branson 4 "camp"(more on that later). And, if he don't go 2 camp, I'll tell him the Sunday after we get back. I'm tired of havin it all bottled up. 2day my friend Jerry supposedly asked him what he thot about me, and as we were leavin, it seemed as though he (Bryan, not Jerry) was smilin @ me. But,. . .Idk. . .it could just b cuz my dad was talkin 2 him. U c, he broke his leg doin somethin. .. . so my dad was askin him about it. My dad likes 2 play matchmaker. And not just 4 me and my bro .. .but w/e. So ya, I'm tellin him on July 4th. About work, I begin again 2morrow. I'm happy. Sure, it'll b a lil hard and awkward, but @ least I'm gettin paid right? Anyways, about "camp", I'm sooooooooooooooooooo excited! It's in Branson, and it's gonna b LOTS of fun. It's not an actual camp tho. We're gonna go have meetings in the mornin & @ nite, and during the day, go 2 amusement parks, and @ nite stay in a hotel. So ya,. . ..it's our replacement 4 camp this year, but it ain't actually camp. So ya. .. .well, I gots 2 go. After all, I gots work 2morrow. Sorry it's been a while. .. more later. .. i suppose. .. .bye! ~Ally~

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Thinkin is BAD!

UGH! I'm so sick of thinkin about him! I still get a feelin that him or 1 of his church friends reads this blog. I came SO CLOSE 2 talkin 2 him last night! I was gonna borrow a dollar from a friend and ask him if I could buy his cap. (He was wearin a cap and it has a $1 sticker on it, so I was gonna do that, but chickened out-as usual.) Jerry said he was gonna talk 2 him after service last night, but he had 2 leave early 2 go visit his dad in the hospital. Don't worry, Jerry said he's doing better. I just pray that he gets out soon. Him and his g/f were really cute yesterday. She seems cool/nice. She knows sign language (and taught me part of a song in sign language), and Japanese. 2 cool right? But, it got kinda uncomfortable w/ all the P.D.A. Can anybody say "awkward.. .. " lol. Anyways, so I hoping maybe Jerry can talk 2 him 2nite, or 2morrow nite, or Saturday nite, or Sunday. But, idk. Idk if Jerry would even remember w/out a reminder. And, I'd remind him. I'm not gonna keep chasin after B.L. if it ain't gonna do me no good. Course, idk that he'd tell him the truth. ugh! boys r so confusing! I'll tell u 1 thing tho. .. . he sure does look sexy w/ his hair kinda long. Yummy! lol. As long as it don't get as long as Ricky's, it'll b good. But it looks quite nice the length that it is. And, oooooooooooooo, he was wearin a cap! U know how I feel about guys in caps? OOOOOOOOOO, LOVE guys in caps! I even gots a quote. I think it's something like "Guys in caps are HOTT! (well, 90% of the time anyways). It's when they take the cap off that it's questionable." But, w/ u-no-who, he looks good (2 me) w/ and w/out a cap (but better w/ just cuz I have this thing about guys in caps). Idk. I'm through rambling on about him. I know, I know. I'm SOOOOOOOOO pathetic! Anyways, I don't like bein all alone. I alone! My rents and bro r @ church @ the prophetic conference thing. Of course, I said I didn't wanna go. Not realizing, I HATE being alone. idk why that is, but I don't. I definitely goin 2morrow nite! Don't wanna b alone again! I think the real reason I stayed is cuz I need some "me" time. idk. I'm done blabbin now. Lata ppl. ~Ally~

Church and other

Well, yesterday was an interesting first day on the job. I've practiced saying "International Tire Shuttle" and NOT messing up, an I must say, it sounds good. lol. Well anyways, last night was the first night of the prophetic conferences that r going on this week @ church. So, of course, we didn't have youth. We had to go listen 2 apostle. I had a very interesting prophetic word tho. So, we'll c what happens. Anyways, we didn't get home from church until 11:30! It's not that it ran that long, but it's cuz I had 2 wait 2 get my prophetic word, then, as we were about to leave, my bro said he wanted his prophetic word, so we went back in. So ya, it was a long night, but it was worth it. I was sooooooooooooo tired, and I still am. I did NOT wanna get up this morning. But, I saw my Bryan! yay! He sat right in front of me! He WAS goin 2 sit right behind me, but then they told us to move up, so we did and I ended up sitting behind him. I think he got jealous cuz I was talkin 2 my guy friend a lot, even tho his g/f was there. I got jealous later cuz some chik (that I've NEVER liked), whose known to be a flirt, was scratchin his back! I was like "grrr! U better back off my man!" lol. Ok, so I didn't say it, but I thot it. I was soooooooooooooooooooooo upset! I about wanted to cry. It's so friggin confusing! Sometimes I could SWEAR he likes me, but other times, it's like..... .. . .idk... . .maybe, maybe not. I HATE it. Anyways, my guy friend said he would talk 2 him after service last night, but we got out late, and he had 2 go visit his dad in the hospital. He said he would ask him what he thot about me and stuff....... I was like "uh. ya......just wait until I leave." lol. But, unfortunately, that never worked out. He said I should just b set up 4 disappointement, just in case.... THAT was a nice thing 2 say... .... .Anyways, so that was my night. My grandma is gonna come get us @ noon. I think we're gonna go 2 the dollar movie, and who knows what else. We get k-razy w/ my grandma, so u never know WHAT is gonna happen. lol. Well, I guess I better go. . .. . even tho I really don't NEED to cuz my boss ain't here yet, and I'm pretty alert when it comes to answering the phone. idk. w/e. Nothing else 2 say. I MAY post 2nite, but it depends on if I have to go to the prophetic conference or not. idk. Lata 4 now! ~Ally~

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

First Job

Hey. Well, I'm workin 4 my aunt(step) here at International Tire Shuttle. I had a bit of trouble sayin it this mornin. I get paid pretty well, and all I'm really doin is a bunch of odd jobs. I still have trouble saying "International Tire Shuttle" too fast. Try it. It's tough. Anyways, nobody is here it seems. My (step)uncle and another worker are out back manufacturing the things, and my (step)cuz is about 2 leave. My step-bro never made it in, and prolly won't today, but he's gonna b workin somewhere else, so it kinda don't matter if he's here or not. My (step)grandma is in her house (cuz it's right next 2 the office), and my aunt just left 2 serve papers 4 her OTHER business, Texas Investigations (that's an easy one 2 say when answering the phone). There are about 3 businesses going out of this 1 office. There's the 2 mentioned above, and Fike's Sanitation which my (step)uncle runs. So ya, it's kinda interesting when answering the phone. Luckily tho it's got caller id, so that helps in knowing HOW to answer it. Where all the calls r directed sometimes are all up to me. And there goes my (step)cousin. So ya, now I'm litterally in the office all by myself. I've been playing games, cuz I haven't been told 2 really do anything but answer the phone. However, I'm positive that tomrrow I'll b shredding papers, and it might b a busier day than 2day. Ok, it's really awkward that nobody is her. O yay, here's granny! I'm not alone! well, I guess I better get back 2 playin games so ppl don't ask what this thing is. Lata. drop me a comment. ~Ally~